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[August 25, 17:25] |
okay, so...i have added another blog to my agenda. although, it's an awesome blog. :) i love it.
i got a tumblr a couple of days ago, and i'm addicted. :) it's awesome because sometimes, i just don't feel like blogging, so tumblr gives you the option of reblogging. :) i love that. and mostly, it's all cool pictures, quotes, lyrics...stuff like that. not the long, trailing blogs like my blogger. lol.
so, here are my blogs. :
random stuff: tumblr
typical update blog: blogger
feel free to check them out if you're bored...especially the tumblr one. :)
alright, that's it. :)
lots of love. ♥
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[May 01, 18:04] |
whoops, i was just looking back on my livejournal, and i forgot to mention that i made a new blog on blogspot. for those of you who wish to continue reading on, (which i think you totally should) you can check it out here; http://midnightfreedom.blogspot.com/ . and just so you know, there are links to these livejournal entries for easier access, so all you need is that one blog. i'm cool like that.
trust me, it's WAY more interesting. :)
okay, well, that's it for this blog.
peace&love,
ashlee.
<3
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[January 07, 0:52] |
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the clock is ticking...each second that goes by, i am closer to having to go back to that hell, known as school. i have a little over five and a half hours left to go until i have to wake up to get ready. ugh...and the first thing i have in the morning is a two hour earth and sciences lecture at nine. what fun. after that, i have calc for an hour, and then well, i have a five hour break until my calc tutorial. hopefully there won't be a tutorial tomorrow and then i can go home after class. maybe go tanning or something. i dunno. i'm just not looking forward to school this sem. and apparently i have to do some lab this week, and i think i'm getting my marks for last sem on friday. i am totally scared to see them. i might have to repeat last sem, or even worse...drop out. eeks.
anyways, this morning i woke up at like ten because i was going to go meet ij at the library, and oh man...i felt so sick. my head was literally pounding like a hammer. and i felt so weak. i dunno...maybe i'm coming down with something. but i feel a bit better now after all the tea i drank. but yeh, i felt bad because i didn't end up going to see ij...and i didn't end up going yesterday either because my dad was home. sigh. for sure reading week, for sure.
okay, i think i best be getting ready for tomorrow now...i think i might need to straighten my hair tonight, because i look like a lion. and if i want to straighten it tomorrow morning, i'm going to have to wake up at like four. so with that said, i'm going to cut this short and get to straightening this mess of curl.
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[January 06, 0:41] |
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do you sometimes get the feeling that life tends to repeat itself? sometimes it repeats itself for your benefit, and others i find, just tear you apart. i guess you really have no control over anything though. well, i can maybe name a few things in my life right now that are repeating themselves. the most randomest would be my obsession with twilight. in maybe october/november, i was extremely obsessed with anything and everything that had anything to do with twilight. and then, well, it kind of calmed down a wee bit. of course i still liked it, but it wasn't to the extremity that i did before.well, silly me decided to watch the movie again tonight, and maybe i shouldn't have. it seemed to have sparked the obsession hiding within me. yes, i know, tis childish to love a series of books more than your own life, but honestly, don't you think that it feels good to get lost in someone else's life other than your own? use their life as sort of an escape from yours? that's why i think i was addicted to twilight in the first place; it was my break, my chance to live a life other than my own. i think the one thing that i disliked about twilight was that it was too good. it gives you a sort of hope to live a life like that. it makes you jealous. and then all of a sudden, no guy is ever good enough because he's nothing compared to edward cullen. this was the primary reason i stopped obsessing over twilight. i wanted to see things clearly. but now that i have no chance at actually finding someone to take edward's place in my heart, i guess he'll just have to do for the time being.
other things that tended to repeat have to do with the people i am currently talking to. in one situation, it wasn't that long ago, but i haven'tquite figured out if this is one of those repetitions that benefits you, or tears you apart. i can see it being a bit of both at the moment. as for the rest of the situations, well, they're all the same: a bunch of people i haven't talked to in the longest of times, have suddenly started talking to me. i can say this is for the betterment. it's always good to have that sense of familiarity, and i guess you could say i was good friends with these people. but sometimes, it is nice to relive some of the good memories that were once a part of your life.
lastly, at the beginning of grade nine, i came across this whole new way of looking at life. i spent almost a year and a half researching as much as i could. and then, after that, i kind of gave up. apathy got to me, and really there was no way that i would finish all the research that needed to be done. however, recently, i've been thinking alot lately about it all, and how awesome it would be to actually finish all the necessary research. how awesome it would be to actually accomplish something worthwhile in my life. and it fits in perfectly with my new year's resolutions...maybe, just maybe.
isn't it funny sometimes, how the past seems to somehow manipulate itself into your future?
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[January 04, 2:57] |
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this is going to be short, because i'm kind of really tired. um, on friday, i went out for sushi with kathleen, keegan and kevin (yes, the kkk), and oh man, i loved it. i've been craving sushi for the longest time, because we were supposed to go for my birthday, but we never ended up going. and it was awesome to see my lovely kathleen, and my favourite keegan, and my fantastic kevin. ♥ i missed them all so much when i left marcys, and well, i used to visit them on fridays because i finished school early, but now that's going to be a problem. my schedule this se, is so messed up. i won't be getting home til maybe eight or nine everyday, and i have two hour breaks on monday, thursday and friday, and five hour breaks on tuesday and wednesday. that sucks. oh well, we're going to try to make plans for early feb. hopefully that works out.
anyways, after that, i went to my grandparent's house for dinner. and that was that. i ended up locking myself in my old room and copying down some quotes from this old book i used to have. i love quotes.
this morning, i had to wake up early to go for a bloodtest, and i extremely hate needles. so as expected, i started to freak out. eeks. my mother and i ended up going to erin mills to do some quick shopping, and we bought some tea, and i bought some fake tna pants, because i can get two this way, for not even half of the price of an actual pair. and honestly, they're the exact same. i'm proud. um...then i came home, and spent like a million hours cleaning my room, and it's still not even done yet. great. guess what i'm doing tomorrow. wahoo.
on the way to my other grandparents house today, i was going to get my itouch, but they were sold out everywhere. i can't wait. anyways, i had dinner at my grents house, and my cousins were there too, and i ended up creating a song on the keyboard that they have. i really like it. i pretty much have, well, a chorus sounding part, and i need some verses to go now. and then lyrics and BAM i got me a song.
so yeh, that was pretty much my day or two. i really don't want to go back to school this week, but apparently, engineers don't start until wednesday, so i have two extra days. nice. but still...this sem is hell. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
omg, it's almost four...i need to sleep.
i'm also in need of some good loving.
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